Dreaming In Pain

March 30 2008

I’m done
I cant take it anymore
What you’ve done to me
I’ve never felt before
I’m tired
I cant live like this
Crying myself to sleep at night
Thinking of all I’m going to miss
I’m hurt
I cant take this pain
Whenever I see your face now
I look away in vain
I’m broken
I cant even think straight
The emotions I used to feel
Are blocked by a metal gate
I’m heartless
I cant feel any heat
My heart is a block of stone
Now that you’ve shaken its beat
I’m bleeding
I cant stop it now
The cutting will never end since
I’ve taken the Unbreakable Vow
I’m pale
I cant belive my eyes
A re-run of my life never came
And I knew that was all a lie
Instead, I saw your face
Perserved in my mind
How perfectly you smiled at me
Made you look oh so kind
But then the smile died to frown
A scared look upon your face
I could feel your pulse racing
At an unusually fast pace
Surprised by what I was seeing
I let out a small sigh
This wasnt a dream and I knew
That I had begun to cry
You were infront of me now
White lights blocked out my sight
I heard a steady beeping noise and knew
My soul hadnt taken flight
Your hand was gripping mine
Our eyes were filled with tears
Death was not only amongst my thoughts
But now both of our fears
My eyes became droopy and
I finally looked into yours
Stiffening as I drifted to sleep
My dream began once more


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