Anata Ya Watashi
I could tell
From the way you wrote to me
That you
No longer cared
As you used to
Nothing much to say
Nothing to be said
Long pauses
And empty spaces
Of emotionless reactions
I knew
You had found someone new
To feed your female interests
I was now
Last week's entertainment
Feeling as though
I pushed another friend away
Feeling slightly empty
Wishing things
Could go back to the way
They used to be
But that's life
People come
People go
Usually suspected
I wanted you
Here
In my arms
Like it used to be
But it cant
And you established this
Four nights ago
Four weeks ago
Today
True
I miss you
More than I should
Not really knowing
If its me
That's causing
These losses
I hope not
I hope to God
That I an not
The perpetrator
Of these awkward
Situations
Then again
You make the choice
Not I
And life continues
As is