Games
Is this real?
Is this really happening?
I never thought that I would find a guy
Like you
How did you manage to steal
My heart away from me
So quickly
So fast that I can hardly believe
You exist
It wasn't too long ago
That you were here
Sitting right in front of me
But I can't even remember your face
And that scares me to death
The scent of you cologne
Still remains on my couch
I need to remember your voice
Your face
I am stunned at the fact
You wanted to know about
My past
My horrid past that haunts me
It haunts the relationships
That I've been in
That I've involved myself in
And I always end up
With a broken heart
But not this time
This time you stayed
You listened and were shocked
But you didn't run away
And that's a big first for me
The first time I didn't scare off
A boy I fancied
Over my life story
For the first time
I am glad I told someone
About it
My eyes linger at yours
And glance to your lips
Only wishing
Only dreaming
That you would kiss me
Already
I'm dying for your lips to meet
To brush
For that connection I know
We share
Time is killing me
Waiting for the next time we meet
So I can remember your face
Your laugh
Your gorgeous smile
The eyes I can't decipher
Whether or not they're brown
Or green
I haven't had a chance
To get that close yet
I yearn to get those butterflies
The first time we hold hands
Or when you wrap your arms
Around my waist
Yeah, I am a dreamer
If you haven't discovered this yet
But I dream with my heart
My heart that's healing from the last
Relationships
Both James and Austin
I dare not speak of
The things Austin did to me
What he made me do
It's too early to speak a word about it
And falling faster than James
Yeah
I know what love is
And I believe I was set on this path
For a specific reason
And that things happen for a reason
That I just haven't figured out yet
But it's set me on a path
That has crossed yours
And keeps me coming back
Every day
As I said
I am a fool for falling this fast
Maybe I'd learn from my
Mistakes
Or the multiple times
I've lost track of my thoughts
Trying to remember your
Voice
Haha yeah there I go again
Being a dreamer
Waiting for the next step
The next level
Of our epic game
And I'll play it
For as long as it may go on
As long as my heart will go on
Feeling this feeling that's reaching into my memories
Pulling out that face
That I can now remember