Karma
So many times have I let
My guard down and trusted a stranger
And grown to care about
Not knowing they were a threat
Or that I would face the danger
I would soon doubt
That I had ever met him
This is what one gets
For opening up to one
And believing in false hope
That truth that's tearing you to bits
Keeps you down like you weigh a ton
You wish you never went down that slope
Because you knew they never cared
In the first place
Beginning to doubt yourself
You start to feel scared
Before the end is even near
Finding that you've pushed oneself
Over the edge that they never dared
To give to a chance to clear
They ledge they build for your downfall
Finding yourself in the black of night
You start to cry, knowing
That you spent months of your life
Wishing that maybe he might
For once keep the pace going
But he stabs you in the back with the knife
Drenched in poison that was always meant for you
Scared and confused your wall has raised
And you appear to be hopeless
For the need to be loved
And all he sees is a phased
Stranger struck by the blindness
That was laid over you like a glove
Which stole your common sense
Shrouding yourself in the dark
Wondering how you haven't come
To hate him like you should
When that hope that spark
Burnt out by the heinous scum
That convinced you he was good
And carelessly broke your heart
You've made the mistake to swear
That you'll never speak again
With hope that he cares
But your promise begins to tear
As you try to refrain
From going down those stairs
Because you can't help but miss their company
This is the reality
I have come to accept
That was forced upon me
This is my actuality
That keeps me from being swept
Off my feet no matter how I plea
This fact will never change